"…… i want you to know how much i appreciate all of the things you do for me. you make me feel needed, wanted, and cared about. you are absolutely amazing. the most amazing person i have ever met. you always make sure i’m smiling, laughing, and having a good time. when i am in your arms i feel so safe and it makes me think i am the luckiest girl in the world to have such an amazing boyfriend. i know we arnt together right now . and it honestly kills me . and i miss you more than you could ever imagine . i want to spend the rest of my life with you. you have the most caring heart. for once in my life i feel beautiful and wanted. it is unbelievable how i can be myself around you and feel so close to you, i feel like i have known you forever! i couldn’t imagine my life without you. when your not around you are ALL i think about! I’ve never felt this way about anyone. Baby, i’m glad that you came into my life. I love you! just writing that puts a smile on my face! i just love everything about you, your magical eyes, the sound of your voice and your gentle touch! i cant stop thinking about you when were apart! you mean the world to me, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me! i just wanted you to know how thankful i am to have you and how much i love you … so yeah .. thank you Jhosep , for being such an important person in my life."
Even though I no longer talk to the girl that sent me this, these words still mean so much to me. So much has changed.
what doesn’t kill you leaves you lying awake at 2am wishing it had